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My Name is Kaz I am an ex-nurse and I share a house with my mad black and white cat called Elwood. Getting him was an accident, I only offered to home him while my best mate was living in a hotel to save her cattery fees and 7 years later he is still here and now behaving like a spoilt teenager.

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Elwood nurse bear me

This journal is nothing exciting it just contains day to day life along with a few thoughts feelings and musings of this mad woman. I have suffered from clinical depression for the last 10 years and started this journal as a sort of therapy. Somewhere to put down my thoughts, wishes, dreams. One of my biggest dreams is to have a baby no mean feat for a single woman of 40, I started trying when I was 38 as I began understand that if I didn't at least give it a try, even if I tired and failed, I would regret this for the rest of my life. I have been called mad by by some including my parents, but I also have a lot of support from friends. I have put this off for years and lived by everyone else's rules. No more, the worm has turned, now I start living for me and not other people expectations. Well, I hit 40 and convinced myself it was not going to happen, wanting something so much was just making me ill and I needed to move on so I started at college, to build up my confidence with the aim of going to university and retraining to do something other than nursing. October 2007 I thought the dreaded menopause had started, but no just before Christmas it registered I was pregnant

So a totally new journey has begun

And now another one begins tomorrow I move up to Lincs and very very soon I will be holding the little monster in my tummy

(updated June 2008)

To see the pictures in the posts click on the smaller ones for the bigger picture.

Please let me know you have called because I am very nosey and want to know who is looking

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Hi this is a picture of Elwood and I by Amiee

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Marie: Hi Kaz, CONGRATULATIONS!!! You must be overjoyed. Care to exchange links?

Geoff: Hey Kaz, great blog "bio", really got me interested in your story. Can't wait to start keeping up with updates....p.s. your little girl is incredibly gorgeous!

benchiegrace: cute baby...just dropin by..care to excahnge link?

Hazel Quinn: Kaz, thanks SO much for taking the time to stop by and your very apposite comments. I've responded as well on my site but just wanted to say a big thank you! Your child will be far more loved than we were and that's GOOD! :-)

Hazel Quinn: Hey, my family's from Boston (Dolphin Lane - between Pump Sq and the big square). I'm sure you'll be very happy there with baby! :-)

Marie: Hi Kaz, we got our jack russell in a similar way.

medicine: good article!

Davey: Hi again....been a long time. Hope you are ok

topcat: Hiya. Just serfing and landed here

Lovely pics!! have a good one!!

sparkle: Just around the community and stopping off to say hope your week brings you peace to carry you all the way into another day

vitani: Just hopped by... like the stuff here...

Meagan: Hello there! I was out hopping and found your journal. I love all the photographs.

You have a nice journal. I hope you have a great day!

lulu: Beautiful photos! =)

Graham: Some lovely photos in your journal. Thank you.

bjstar: Nice journal

Davey: Hi there...let's correspond by email? I'm there at daveynesbit@yahoo.co.uk...Take care and be happy....

The Hula Girl: Hey. Bristol is in the UK right? I don't know my maps very well...

Tuesday the 19th of August 2008

22:32:03

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Monday the 18th of August 2008

22:50:03

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Sunday the 17th of August 2008

22:24:15

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Saturday the 16th of August 2008

22:01:37

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Friday the 15th of August 2008

22:11:28

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Thursday the 14th of August 2008

21:56:17

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Wednesday the 13th of August 2008

22:52:25

Emma Pooley time trial silver

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Tuesday the 12th of August 2008

21:54:44

over slept woke 11am after series of feeds am
Sue out with Aiméé came back no hair cut nits
My head itches must cancel hair appointment
Shower with Kez after lunch
Equestrian Team eventing got a bronze Kristina Cook also got a Bronze in the individual eventing David Florence got a Silver in the Men slalom C-1 (Canoeing)

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Monday the 11th of August 2008

22:07:06

Monday lazy day waiting for Max to get up did not emerge until after 3pm
TV Monkey Business which is based at Monkey world in Dorset
Tiger Island based at the Isle of Wight zoo
went to have a shower about 4
More medals in Olympics Rebecca Adlington gold in the Women's 400 m freestyle along with Joanne Jackson getting a bronze in the same race
Evening screaming again because of ice cream

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Sunday the 10th of August 2008

21:46:10

church family service
paul took Max, Aiméé and Chloe out
oceans 13 film
roast
1st gold was Nicole Cooke Women's road race good to see cycling getting the first medal

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